the Christian thing

It was my mum who allowed me to go to church. It was her, who fetched me to church after massive begging from me. It was her, who covered for me.. the whole story about me going to church, from my dad.

still,

it is her who still can't accept the fact that i'm a Christian

im really upset.

I thought she accepted me for who i am all along.. but there's a part of me that she still cannot accept. And it breaks my heart to say this.

I uphold my family members into Your hands, Lord.. please soften their hearts and lead them to the way to salvation. Let them know who You are, that you are the way, the truth and the life.. that You are God, and You are real. Thank You God.. Thank You.. In the Name of Jesus, Amen.

I believe God will hear my prayers.. he knows whats in my heart. I have faith that 1 day, God will lead them to Salvation. 1 day.

YAY!

ahh

start the post off without havin to say OMG every time

Hheheh

Mom's outta surgery room at 1030

approximately 2 hours

hmm.. well she's in a great deal of pain now so she is alr sleeping soundly

AND U KNOW HOW BIG THE PAINKILLER IS?!

omg... SO HUGEEEE!!

and she swallowed.. 2 of them! 2!!

wow.. if it was for me i'd chew em off no matter how bitter they are

well hey.. i bet it feels better than havin them choked around your neck rite?

;)

GLAD THAT MOM MADE IT!

YAY MOM!

<3

waiting kills the most

omg.. waiting outside the operating room as we speak!

I REALLY do pray for ma mum's successful operation.

hope that she will be doing just fine!!!!

pls pls pls be well..

will b prayin for her speedy recovery

Ohhh

plus

GOD, PLEASE... let that NOT be a cancer.. i pray.. i beg You...

PLEASE!!!!

mom, please be alrite

gosh.. im writing just seconds before leaving the house

MOM, please please go thru this surgery SAFELY.. been praying a lot

you'll be fine mom..

but why am i worried?

God, please look after her, protect her from any harm and please bring her back safely

this family needs her

without her as the pillar, everything will fall apart

thank U God, for everything.

I ask and I pray that the surgery will go well

I put all my faith in You

In the name of Jesus

Amen

cant get over you.. 2010.. help me

its 2010, i cant get over u yet.. why r u leaving such heavy scars in my heart? wound is slowly healing up, but it still hurts everytime i think of you..

i might never forgive you of what you did, but i still do miss you.. thats why i cant forgive you??

i have no idea.. why cant i forget about you like you did forget about me??

Friends come and go, and you left footprints in my heart.. along with a knife at my back.. that, hurts the most despite how much i looked out for you.. how much i loved you as my friend..

grown up

Im a kid at heart, just like the great Michael Jackson used to quote..

Grown a lot, suffered a lot, laughed, cried, played..

God was so gracious for everything! i mean, He's my shepherd.. my Guide, my Father, my best friend, my all.. However, i feel guilty for not surrendering everything to Him, for not obeying Him, for all those sins that i've commited. I am ashamed to see Him, I'm too afraid.. i wanna be His favourite, but I've hurt Him.. I've lost his trust, i dont go to Him anymore.. it will take a lotta courage for me to step into church again.. for sure.. but i really dont know how yet.. until 1 day... 1 day when im ready.. 1 day

been betrayed again this year, trusted in wrong people, but i will never stop loving! thats what i mean.. i wont.. Yes, i admit, i've been hurt, i've suffered, but through that all, i realised that i need people being there for me when i was goin thru all those.. therefore, i wont give up! i continue to grow, love and give out all the love i could give to everyone, especially to those who will be going through the same thing i do!

skeletons in closet?

OMG! i just found out that someone i know has a very very huge skeleton in his closet!

well

not gonna reveal much, but how could HE, how could he have a double life?

pretend to be someone else in Malaysia, then be another person somewhere else?

what about his gf in penang while he's in his home town?

what bout his home town gf when he's in penang?

NO WONDER he never uses his real name when he's here

Gosh.. omg i shouldnt have bug into people's business

Hehe.. but its so surprising that i played detective and found out

and i consider that an achievement? well noone reads this blog anyways so

here it is!