No one knows what its like.. to be a bad man.. to be a sad man
Im always the bad person.. from its very beggining
I duno when.. I feel that im always the bad one..
Telling someone about my feelings, im bad... wooo
Accidentally tell someone bout something, im bad.. I lost their trust! Wooo
Im bad, bad bad.. Im always bad..
Im the BAD one.. I know! I KNOW IT ALL ALONG! IM EVIL.. IM BAD!
U WANT ME TO BE BAD?? OK U ASKED FOR IT! IM SO TIRED OF HAVIN TO WEAR A MASK.. TO BE WITH SOMEONE AND HAD TO PRETEND THEY DONT HATE ME.. IM DONE.. I REALLY AM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Friday, October 3, 2008
Tribute to Benjamin
"To the woman I will marry one day, this is my promise to you - I will be the man that God designed and desires me to be for you. I desire to the greatest father in the world to our kids and together we will raise a family that will change this world! Whoever you are, I want to love you. And I love you. I want to love our kids. I love our kids."
Imagine a guy telling you this! How would you feel? Lol! Every girl would just melt listening a guy telling this to them...This is a quote that my best friend wrote on his facebook notes. To be honest I'm quite awed and amazed of how he can be.. Of course, that's no surprise... He has always loved kids, and the kids love him! (this was because I was his collegue in Tadika Rajawali...) no surprise! He is an extremely creative guy and the love and passion that he has for kids, it's incomparable to anyone else I know.
Nowadays, the world lacks in commitment and compassion. This is one of the reason why more and more single mothers are formed in this face of earth. Not many men want kids of their own.. In fact, most of them would shun their responsibilities as father to their children and worse, some of the idiots even have the guts to convince their giflfriend/ wife to perform an abortion because they do not want this "burden".
Lets just put the kids issue aside, shall we? Most men can't even keep themselves commited in a serious relationship. All they ever wanted was to sleep with girls and find another flings the next day. To be honest, I'm quite disgusted of those men.. These guys totally toyed with girls' feelings, then they just throw them aside. If the girl they slept with found theirselves pregnant, they could just convince her into an abortion..What is this world becoming? Where is all the love and compassion? Where is the love?
Ben, kudos to you. I will keep you in my prayers. May God bless you with the one you trully love and that she will give you unconditionally in return. I know that God is so going to bless you with a very very happy family!
Imagine a guy telling you this! How would you feel? Lol! Every girl would just melt listening a guy telling this to them...This is a quote that my best friend wrote on his facebook notes. To be honest I'm quite awed and amazed of how he can be.. Of course, that's no surprise... He has always loved kids, and the kids love him! (this was because I was his collegue in Tadika Rajawali...) no surprise! He is an extremely creative guy and the love and passion that he has for kids, it's incomparable to anyone else I know.
Nowadays, the world lacks in commitment and compassion. This is one of the reason why more and more single mothers are formed in this face of earth. Not many men want kids of their own.. In fact, most of them would shun their responsibilities as father to their children and worse, some of the idiots even have the guts to convince their giflfriend/ wife to perform an abortion because they do not want this "burden".
Lets just put the kids issue aside, shall we? Most men can't even keep themselves commited in a serious relationship. All they ever wanted was to sleep with girls and find another flings the next day. To be honest, I'm quite disgusted of those men.. These guys totally toyed with girls' feelings, then they just throw them aside. If the girl they slept with found theirselves pregnant, they could just convince her into an abortion..What is this world becoming? Where is all the love and compassion? Where is the love?
Ben, kudos to you. I will keep you in my prayers. May God bless you with the one you trully love and that she will give you unconditionally in return. I know that God is so going to bless you with a very very happy family!
lesson well learnt
Now that I come to know this, I've grown so much since the last time I was in high school. The adults were right. We will never learn anything about life until we get out of high school and learn about how this society rules.
First of all.. Never trust anyone completely, especially those you think who are close to you. The tip is to always keep a distance to everyone you know.. No matter how nice he/she treats you, don't reveal everything to them. Things can turn out pretty nasty.
Second thing is, never ever show your weaker side to anyone! NO one should see the weaker side of you because once they do, they are going to exploit that weakness of yours. Always remember to let others see the stronger side of you. Nothing more.
Here's the next tip: Being nice is a good thing, but everything has its limit. Being too nice has its consequences. You'll be pushed around by everyone, and eventually, you're a pushover. You always do what people tell you to do without a cause and they can turn around and stab you in the back. These people won't think about what you did to help them. In fact, they were just trying to get the benefit from you. Once they suck out everything they possibly could get from you, they either turn around and bite you or they just throw you away like rubbish.
Consider this lesson well learnt. Even bad memories have a place in a good life. At least I won't be doing nor repeating those mistakes anymore. I've had enough and now I'm not the Yik Min you used to know.. I'm the new me and if you think about using me for anything, think again. Not gonna happen!
xo xo
-yikmin-
First of all.. Never trust anyone completely, especially those you think who are close to you. The tip is to always keep a distance to everyone you know.. No matter how nice he/she treats you, don't reveal everything to them. Things can turn out pretty nasty.
Second thing is, never ever show your weaker side to anyone! NO one should see the weaker side of you because once they do, they are going to exploit that weakness of yours. Always remember to let others see the stronger side of you. Nothing more.
Here's the next tip: Being nice is a good thing, but everything has its limit. Being too nice has its consequences. You'll be pushed around by everyone, and eventually, you're a pushover. You always do what people tell you to do without a cause and they can turn around and stab you in the back. These people won't think about what you did to help them. In fact, they were just trying to get the benefit from you. Once they suck out everything they possibly could get from you, they either turn around and bite you or they just throw you away like rubbish.
Consider this lesson well learnt. Even bad memories have a place in a good life. At least I won't be doing nor repeating those mistakes anymore. I've had enough and now I'm not the Yik Min you used to know.. I'm the new me and if you think about using me for anything, think again. Not gonna happen!
xo xo
-yikmin-
Monday, March 31, 2008
Passion OF Christ vs Passion FOR Christ
Now what is passion?
Passion means ALL-IN. The stuff we talk about the most in our daily conversation. If we really do have a passion for something, we actually spend time on it. Now if we claimed that we have the passion for Christ, it means that we actually spend time with Him, talk to Him...How many of us actually do that?
People are so occupied with their daily life, may it be assignments, work,tests, that they" Do not have the time for God". I was one of them. Yeah I'm head over heels with Jesus Christ, but who am I to say that my passion is Christ??I can hardly spend time on Him. All I care about is my impending SAT that is just looming around the corner and assignments and quizzes and tests...Shame on me!!
This is what the Devil wants actually. To keep us occupied and to keep us apart from God. Every now and then, I have to be focused and plan my time well, not to let anything to come between me and God almighty.
The passion of Christ is, of course,His people. Lets take a look at His life, shall we? All that He did, carrying the cross and being tortured nd crucified, He did it just for us, His children, so that we can be set free from our sins. Never...and I mean, NEVER had He complained about it. He is our saviour, our friend people! If we can't put our trust and faith in Him, who else can we trust?
Lets make an effort and have the passion for Christ!!
Passion means ALL-IN. The stuff we talk about the most in our daily conversation. If we really do have a passion for something, we actually spend time on it. Now if we claimed that we have the passion for Christ, it means that we actually spend time with Him, talk to Him...How many of us actually do that?
People are so occupied with their daily life, may it be assignments, work,tests, that they" Do not have the time for God". I was one of them. Yeah I'm head over heels with Jesus Christ, but who am I to say that my passion is Christ??I can hardly spend time on Him. All I care about is my impending SAT that is just looming around the corner and assignments and quizzes and tests...Shame on me!!
This is what the Devil wants actually. To keep us occupied and to keep us apart from God. Every now and then, I have to be focused and plan my time well, not to let anything to come between me and God almighty.
The passion of Christ is, of course,His people. Lets take a look at His life, shall we? All that He did, carrying the cross and being tortured nd crucified, He did it just for us, His children, so that we can be set free from our sins. Never...and I mean, NEVER had He complained about it. He is our saviour, our friend people! If we can't put our trust and faith in Him, who else can we trust?
Lets make an effort and have the passion for Christ!!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
When you're Gone...
I bet you heard this saying before..You will never appreciate something..not until or unless you haven't lose it yet..Well yea..I'm about to lose someone very dear to me.My best friend..
Well if you're reading dis, I jz wanna let u know that you mean a lot to me..no one knows me better than you do.Well..I will remember the good old days we had together.Hanging out at the MCd, getting more than 8 Pepsi refills,movies and spending the whole day at Seoul Garden, having our Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner at the same time..Hehe.I will always, always miss you!
Well if you're reading dis, I jz wanna let u know that you mean a lot to me..no one knows me better than you do.Well..I will remember the good old days we had together.Hanging out at the MCd, getting more than 8 Pepsi refills,movies and spending the whole day at Seoul Garden, having our Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner at the same time..Hehe.I will always, always miss you!
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Lessons learnt
I dunno bout you guys, but I found out about this fact recently. I found out that...the more you want something, the more you want to cling on to it and never let it go, the more it's gonna get away from you.(not literally...) SAD, dontcha think?
If you really know that something's not going to belong to you, you just gotta let it go. No matter what. I'm not just talking about physical stuff or the stuff that can be exchangable with money. It's something that's a little more...complicated....If only the matter is that easy. If only money can be used for everything. If only money can be used to stop suffering, if only money can buy you happiness, if only money can buy you trust....That makes a lot of things easier, doesn't it?
But...hey! This is real life! Nothing is THAT easy. Yeah...well....I'm outta words now. Guess I'm gonna have to continue this some other time.
If you really know that something's not going to belong to you, you just gotta let it go. No matter what. I'm not just talking about physical stuff or the stuff that can be exchangable with money. It's something that's a little more...complicated....If only the matter is that easy. If only money can be used for everything. If only money can be used to stop suffering, if only money can buy you happiness, if only money can buy you trust....That makes a lot of things easier, doesn't it?
But...hey! This is real life! Nothing is THAT easy. Yeah...well....I'm outta words now. Guess I'm gonna have to continue this some other time.
Monday, January 1, 2007
New Year's Coming?!
WOW!! I can hardly believe what I'm experiencing! Another year passed by..Huh! Just like That! It seems just yesterday I was counting down for 2006 and here I am now, stepping into another year, opening a new chapter of my life, ready to embrace the world! Ready world! Here I come!!
2007!! 2007,man!! Whoa. Time sure flies! In retrospect, 2006 had been such a dramatic year for me. Life was great at the beggining of the year But everything just fell apart like a house of cards by the time it reached the end of the year.My life was a total mess.Any how, I still thank God for his love and grace, for being with me through good times and tough times, for comforting me and giving me the peace in my heart when I was experiencing very tough times,for speaking to me, for leading me to PCC, for blessing me with all the goodness in my life.
I want to dedicate my love to the Lord Jesus Christ for everything,for blessing me with all the wonderful people at the church and in school.Among them are:
1. BELLE! Thanks for bringing me to this fantastic church and being such a great friend to me. I can never thank you Enough!What would I do without you? I can hardly imagine. Thanks for all the rides home,the supper, thanks for believing in me and thanks for all the prayers.I know I can come to you whenever I'm heavily ladened with any trouble.I must have done something very good to be blessed with such a great friend like you.Huggss!!
2.BENJAMIN!! Hey thanks for being such a good company to me. You're great,dude! Thanks for strengthening my faith towards God and sharing your experiences with me.Having you as a friend is such a blessing to me and I enjoy your company 24/7. Thanks a lot!Oh and thanks for the CD! Love the songs!
3.NOEL! You're sooo nice towards me since the day you know me and you're obviously more than just an amazing guy! Thanks for all your nice compliments and oo..remember the time you drove me to supper and I went off without having supper and without telling you that I was leaving? Haha..thanks for everything!
4.OLIVER! Yo! Thanks for teaching me a new word for supper called "supperder"(I'm not sure about the spelling) and for sharing the food with me! You're such a good pal and a fun guy to hang out with!You Rock!!
5.LESLIE! Yea yea...tell la..tell la...After all the bugging..haha...you finally gave in! Anyway, thank you for bringing me to ISCA and for all the wacky times.LOL!!
6.RACHEL(YEOH,OOI AND LIM), EMILY, MAY LYNN,XE HUI,SHARI, TABITHA......(hey forgive me if I did not write your names down..there are too many people!)Thanks for all the great and fun times we spent together.Love ya!
7.JOLYNN!!
Hey girl! Thought I forget about you? How could I? You're one of the nicest person I've EVER met in this world! Thanks for being there with me, through all the good and bad times. I know I can count on you no matter what.YOu'll be here first thing to give me all the support I need whenever,wherever.Thanks dude!! You've been soo great to me!HUGGS!!!
Last but not least..TZE LIN, JAVY!! Thanks for believing in me when no one else would and thanks for listening to me and for all the advices you guys gave.Ahh...Tze Lin! Thanks for sharing your music with me and everything! We've been in the same class for 4 years! Remember the times we did Disco in class? We just put some songs in the radio and boom! Saturday Night Fever! WAcky! Oh I'm so gonna miss all the crazy times spent with the both of you! Muax!!
So here goes all the dedication for the night.I'm really thankful for all the goodness in my life and I just can't wait to embrace 2007!!Something tells me that It's going to be a great year ahead!Thanks to GOD all those wonderful people I mentioned above, I'm still sane and I'm now stronger and tougher than ever!
2007!! 2007,man!! Whoa. Time sure flies! In retrospect, 2006 had been such a dramatic year for me. Life was great at the beggining of the year But everything just fell apart like a house of cards by the time it reached the end of the year.My life was a total mess.Any how, I still thank God for his love and grace, for being with me through good times and tough times, for comforting me and giving me the peace in my heart when I was experiencing very tough times,for speaking to me, for leading me to PCC, for blessing me with all the goodness in my life.
I want to dedicate my love to the Lord Jesus Christ for everything,for blessing me with all the wonderful people at the church and in school.Among them are:
1. BELLE! Thanks for bringing me to this fantastic church and being such a great friend to me. I can never thank you Enough!What would I do without you? I can hardly imagine. Thanks for all the rides home,the supper, thanks for believing in me and thanks for all the prayers.I know I can come to you whenever I'm heavily ladened with any trouble.I must have done something very good to be blessed with such a great friend like you.Huggss!!
2.BENJAMIN!! Hey thanks for being such a good company to me. You're great,dude! Thanks for strengthening my faith towards God and sharing your experiences with me.Having you as a friend is such a blessing to me and I enjoy your company 24/7. Thanks a lot!Oh and thanks for the CD! Love the songs!
3.NOEL! You're sooo nice towards me since the day you know me and you're obviously more than just an amazing guy! Thanks for all your nice compliments and oo..remember the time you drove me to supper and I went off without having supper and without telling you that I was leaving? Haha..thanks for everything!
4.OLIVER! Yo! Thanks for teaching me a new word for supper called "supperder"(I'm not sure about the spelling) and for sharing the food with me! You're such a good pal and a fun guy to hang out with!You Rock!!
5.LESLIE! Yea yea...tell la..tell la...After all the bugging..haha...you finally gave in! Anyway, thank you for bringing me to ISCA and for all the wacky times.LOL!!
6.RACHEL(YEOH,OOI AND LIM), EMILY, MAY LYNN,XE HUI,SHARI, TABITHA......(hey forgive me if I did not write your names down..there are too many people!)Thanks for all the great and fun times we spent together.Love ya!
7.JOLYNN!!
Hey girl! Thought I forget about you? How could I? You're one of the nicest person I've EVER met in this world! Thanks for being there with me, through all the good and bad times. I know I can count on you no matter what.YOu'll be here first thing to give me all the support I need whenever,wherever.Thanks dude!! You've been soo great to me!HUGGS!!!
Last but not least..TZE LIN, JAVY!! Thanks for believing in me when no one else would and thanks for listening to me and for all the advices you guys gave.Ahh...Tze Lin! Thanks for sharing your music with me and everything! We've been in the same class for 4 years! Remember the times we did Disco in class? We just put some songs in the radio and boom! Saturday Night Fever! WAcky! Oh I'm so gonna miss all the crazy times spent with the both of you! Muax!!
So here goes all the dedication for the night.I'm really thankful for all the goodness in my life and I just can't wait to embrace 2007!!Something tells me that It's going to be a great year ahead!Thanks to GOD all those wonderful people I mentioned above, I'm still sane and I'm now stronger and tougher than ever!
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