bridges built, bridges burnt.

We all encounter different people every single day. If you're lucky, some bridges will be built.. who knows u may be building bridges to form a beautiful friendship. If you're luckier, well.. you would be building 1 for love. In order to build these bridges, i believe it takes the effort of both parties from each side, and they meet each other in between.

However in life, some bridges burn.. Sucks when that happened. I know.

Well I was finally happy after all the breakup, all the exams.. I was enjoying my life to the max, made a few new friends. Michelle was being an incredible friend and to be honest she has been such a blessing! She is the 1 that I kept hanging out with these days. Thanks to her I get to know a few good people too. Gabriel, Fabian, Christine, Sherena, Christ, Hendry.. All these people are super amazing and very nice to hang out with. So many new friends thanks to her. :)

Im incredibly thankful for her. With most of my friends in KL, it was tough living and facing four walls and your computer screen all the time. I needed to catch a breath. I needed to get out of the house. I needed to stop feeling guilty, to stop feeling that I owe someone something so huge.. I needed to have fun again. I needed a friend to hang out with, a shoulder to cry on, something to make me forget everything. Every piece of this breakup shit. When it hits you, it really hits you in the gut. Behind this smile, laughter, nobody knows the pain that I'm going thru whenever I'm alone. I'd think about us. Think if I made a right choice. Think of everything..

Well it doesn't matter anyways.. it seems like he's doing well too. "fucking hell" that I went to say hi to him and his friends when i was around. I guess I was too buddy buddy with his friends that I need to get used to the cold shoulder they gave. I thought they would be ok with me. I really do. I was wrong. They didn't want anything to do with me. Soo.. yeah. I was the "bitch who broke my ex's heart". Oh well I guess that's life and I just have to live with that, even with old bridges burnt... I built new bridges too in the process so although it hurt to see them treating me this way, i thank you, God, for blessing with me with a few more new, fun buddies. Thank You. I'm grateful. :)