grown up

Im a kid at heart, just like the great Michael Jackson used to quote..

Grown a lot, suffered a lot, laughed, cried, played..

God was so gracious for everything! i mean, He's my shepherd.. my Guide, my Father, my best friend, my all.. However, i feel guilty for not surrendering everything to Him, for not obeying Him, for all those sins that i've commited. I am ashamed to see Him, I'm too afraid.. i wanna be His favourite, but I've hurt Him.. I've lost his trust, i dont go to Him anymore.. it will take a lotta courage for me to step into church again.. for sure.. but i really dont know how yet.. until 1 day... 1 day when im ready.. 1 day

been betrayed again this year, trusted in wrong people, but i will never stop loving! thats what i mean.. i wont.. Yes, i admit, i've been hurt, i've suffered, but through that all, i realised that i need people being there for me when i was goin thru all those.. therefore, i wont give up! i continue to grow, love and give out all the love i could give to everyone, especially to those who will be going through the same thing i do!

skeletons in closet?

OMG! i just found out that someone i know has a very very huge skeleton in his closet!

well

not gonna reveal much, but how could HE, how could he have a double life?

pretend to be someone else in Malaysia, then be another person somewhere else?

what about his gf in penang while he's in his home town?

what bout his home town gf when he's in penang?

NO WONDER he never uses his real name when he's here

Gosh.. omg i shouldnt have bug into people's business

Hehe.. but its so surprising that i played detective and found out

and i consider that an achievement? well noone reads this blog anyways so

here it is!