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Well.. this blog is called the room for improvement, but it seems like i dont make any improvements at all.. The same thing happens again and again and again..

Backstabbers, misunderstandings, anything! Beware man.. I mean those things really cut you deep from the inside out and there is no cure for the broken heart.. Chocolates? Hmm.. Not really.. Lol!

These days i really learnt my lesson.. Cant really trust a person.. And put your100% feelings into something.. This will destroy you.. Come on.. look at my past.. Now i alr learnt to let go.. I really wanted to talk to them back, but well.. They do not seem to be interested in it at all... Im changed.. Now im emotionless. Cant feel any pain, any hurt, any anger now.. I alr forgiven you all, and i hope that you guys will do the same as well.. Holding grudges taught me something.. Yeah, revenge is sweet, but it eats you up inside. You will get consumed by the power and somehow.. I have no idea how to solve this.. Yeah.. now i AM fake...

I dont do anything wrong, but at the same time i had to avoid you all.. Come on. Wht have i done wrong? Yeah i might have some misunderstanding with someone, and along the way i dragged u all with it.. So what? I really misunderstood one person and now you all punish me for MY misunderstanding with someone else?? Thats just brilliant.. Ido not want any part of the friendship if you guys are like that.. I quit! Unlike you, this blog is very personal, so noone can come and see.. Unpublished sanctuary of myself. I do not go around yelling and screaming how you did me wrong like you did in facebook and plurk. Grow up man... I did not did anything wrong to u all. treated u all likemy own sisters and now you hate me becus of my misunderstanding with someone else? Wow how brilliant!

history is repeating itself again

Haizzz.. wad to do with my life!! Im always faced with this kinda prob.. It sucks being me

All these happens since i was at the end of form 5, NS, JMTi, and now PTPL also

Why do people always regard me as the "bad" 1? I really do care for them, love them as my own friend. Some even my sister. But hell, they always listen to somebody else and decided to boycott me. What did i do?
Why the hell to they listen to other people? If they were truly my friend, they should stand by me and believe in me

When u see an indian and a snake, u should beat the indian 1st, for they are the worst of all and they do more damage to you then 100X100000 snakes combined. He spreaded slander about me, making me and my friends fall apart...

My bf doesnt even understand me for who i am. This person did so much damage to me alr, but he still wants to keep on being his friend. This "friend" of his already do me so much damage.. He still wanna be his friend.. I dun understand why! Really suck it i tell you.. it seriously sucks so much!

Bad bad man

No one knows what its like.. to be a bad man.. to be a sad man
Im always the bad person.. from its very beggining
I duno when.. I feel that im always the bad one..
Telling someone about my feelings, im bad... wooo
Accidentally tell someone bout something, im bad.. I lost their trust! Wooo
Im bad, bad bad.. Im always bad..
Im the BAD one.. I know! I KNOW IT ALL ALONG! IM EVIL.. IM BAD!
U WANT ME TO BE BAD?? OK U ASKED FOR IT! IM SO TIRED OF HAVIN TO WEAR A MASK.. TO BE WITH SOMEONE AND HAD TO PRETEND THEY DONT HATE ME.. IM DONE.. I REALLY AM